People In The South Don’t Buy Books?

Filed Under (Mood: Amazed, Mood: Foul, Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 20-02-2010

Tagged Under : , , , ,

I’m actually offended by this, taken from Neil Gaiman’s latest blog:

“The strange thing is that, as an author, there are places publishers never send you, and the American South (if you don’t count Atlanta) is one of those places. When I’d ask, I’d be told it was because people didn’t really buy books there, or there wasn’t a demand, or something.”

Of course, I’m not offended by Neil at all (don’t shoot the messenger?) but I’m a bit disgusted by ‘publishers’.

I can’t believe I’m going to say this, but that actually hurts my feelings! :-S

Well, speaking for the ‘American South’, who are quite intelligent despite the stereotype, WE LOVE BOOKS!

Merry Flooded Christmas

Filed Under (Mood: Discouraged, Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 24-12-2009

Tagged Under : , ,

I’m sitting at home alone on Christmas Eve because my apartment complex has flooded and I can’t get my car out to go anywhere.  I have a major issue with the complex I live in (and have lived in for about 10 years) and that is that there’s only 1, get that, ONE, entrance/exit in and out of this place (the only other one they had blocked off by dumpsters several years ago) and I think it’s shitty of them to continue allowing the residents to live this way. Buuuuuuut, it’s government housing (yeah, I’m not afraid to admit it) and so it’s OK to treat people like poor dirt.

Basically, every time it rains this stupid place floods. Seriously. And not just when it rains a lot. When it rains period. But it started raining early yesterday and did not stop until about 2 hours ago.

How about a visual?

Everywhere you see water there’s supposed to be a road or a sidewalk, and keep in mind this was taken earlier in the day long before it stopped raining.

Just like that one.

Some people drive through it, but  I refuse to. #1, it’s unsafe to drive through water like that! #2, the car I had before the one I have now DIED not long after I drove it through this flooded complex in the past.  Really though, does it take a genius to realize that driving through a lot of high water can screw up your vehicle? Especially if you’re in one lower to the ground than a truck might be. I’m still paying my damn car off. I’d like it to LAST a few years after I finally do!

On a different note get this, while we had floods in the center of the state, at the same time there was winter weather advisories in the northern parts of the state and TORNADO WARNINGS in the south! That’s Arkansas weather for you. In The Natural State you get a bit of everything.

So, that’s really all I have to say, other than Merry Christmas to everyone. :-)

Want to comment on this post? Click HERE to register and/or login. All comments are welcome!

Want email alerts when a new blog is posted? Click HERE and subscribe to my feed!

First Chapter Revised!

Filed Under (Mood: Discouraged, Mood: Frustrated, Mood: Good, Mood: Inspired, Mood: Nervous) by Jessica Redmerski on 18-10-2009

Tagged Under : , , ,

So, I edited Dirty Eden again and changed the first chapter up quite a bit. There were parts that were a little flat and some that simply needed to be altered to make them more clear (thanks Mr. Ron Wolfe for all your input!). I’ve already received several agent rejections, but I’m not going to let that get me down. As I said before, I knew in advance that rejections, even a lot of them, were inevitable. I know too that I’ll get many more before I get that magical acceptance letter. In the meantime, I’m doing what I need to do to make the manuscript better.

The one thing I can say is that so far I have not received any negative feedback on Dirty Eden in general.  I even had a request to see more of it and although that did not prove beneficial, it to me is encouraging.

So, the first chapter has been revised extensively. Well, technically the whole novel has been re-edited and revised, but you can download the pdf of the first chapter on this page.

Update 10/24/26 – I received a response from an agent yesterday that truly lifted my spirits and brought my confidence back up. He said:  “…am pleased to say it looks sharp and interesting. Really, far better than several queries that I’ve had from published writers recently.” He asked to see the full manuscript.  I know better than to get my hopes up too high. He may like the query/synopsis and hate the story! But we’ll see. I just hope this one works out, not because of the obvious, but because before I even received his response I had good vibes. He seems cool and easy to work with.

Wish me luck!

Want to comment on this post? Click HERE to register and/or login. All comments are welcome!

am pleased to say it looks sharp and interesting.  Really, far better than several queries that I’ve had from published writers recently.

Another Annoying Test

Filed Under (Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 16-10-2009

Tagged Under :

I changed my Twitter username and probably shouldn’t  have. This is just a test post. Ignore it. Thanks. Sorry for the false blog alert. Hmmm. I should probably blog soon. It’s been a while. Nothing interesting to say lately.

:-|

Meet Larry….

Filed Under (Mood: Discouraged, Mood: Frustrated, Mood: Good, Mood: Lazy) by Jessica Redmerski on 20-09-2009

Tagged Under : , ,

Ummm, yeah. This is Larry. He’s a lonely mannequin I met in a flea market yesterday (if you’re wondering, yes it’s true, there is jack shit to do where I live, so flea markets seem to be the highlight of my weekends). I won’t tell you the things he said to me. How embarrassing!

larry

I’m curious.  Has anyone ever actually seen a mannequin with a facial expression like that? It’s a first for me. :-|

On a different note, I officially started submitting my first novel, Hallowed, to agents today. So, I now have two novels going through the hellish pre-agent process–double the stress, migraines and suicidal thoughts. It’s a bitch, but that’s OK. I truly expected it to be.  The good news is that I have, in fact, sparked interest in my quest. Not getting any hopes up yet though. I’m the type of person that opens the champagne long after everyone else at the party is already drunk.

The Big Dam Bridge

Filed Under (Mood: Depressed, Mood: Discouraged, Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 23-08-2009

Tagged Under : , , ,

Not much to say really. Me, Jerricah and Ares took  advantage of such a beautiful day and decided to walk across the Big Dam Bridge (yes, it’s really called that, because, well, it’s a big damn bridge) and it was refreshing. I needed a change if scenery (still do…in fact, if I have to live in this apartment much longer I think I’m going to ‘lose it’) because I’ve been stressed out and emotionally drained lately (but that’s really nothing new).

walk 007

walk 013

walk 022

walk 040

walk 045

walk 055

Just a few shots. The moth, Jerricah found it on the walkway wall. It was huge; about the size of the palm of my hand.

So anyway, yeah I thought I’d post something.

Goodnight.

My Childhood in Greer’s Ferry

Filed Under (Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 23-06-2009

Tagged Under : , , ,

Last Saturday I went to Greer’s Ferry Lake with the family, and although it was too hot even for swimming and I left early because I felt the sunburn creeping up too quickly, I did enjoy my time there, reminiscing. Some (or pretty much most) of my best childhood memories were of Greer’s Ferry Lake. Not only was one main road that led straight to the swimming area of that side of the lake, occupied by many family members, but two of the greatest people I ever knew, lived there: my grannie and grandpa, Leon and Roy Bradford. :-)

grandpparents

I used to sit out in the vast green field in front of their house under a massive walnut tree, searching through every cloverleaf hoping to find one with four petals. Below is the tree, which is still there thankfully, though unfortunately, it looks nothing like it once did.

greers-ferry-008

After my grandparents died, the family sold the house (which was built by my grandpa) and the land. Since then, everything about it has changed. There was never a fence before, and the grass, like I mentioned was beautiful and healthy and green; the way grass is supposed to look, and there were no ‘dead areas’ and spots of dirt. The walnut tree was one hundred times fuller than you see here and I remember the branches and leaves seemed to hang down like a vibrant umbrella of green.

greers-ferry-007

And…(it hurts me every time I drive past it now)…there were never old junked cars strewn about the land, as you see in the photo above and goats and horses walking around practically everywhere but the front porch. I have nothing against horses and goats! But seriously, this place used to be so beautiful. There were pretty Dogwood trees in the front yard, a big and wonderful garden in the field where my grandparents grew every kind of vegetable you can imagine, and a grape vine, and on the land in the back was a giant watermelon patch.

Seeing it now is hurtful and even disgusting.

Like I’ve said before, one of these days I’m going to buy that land back and clear all the junk off it and make it look the way it did when my grandparents were alive. I swear it! You just watch me! :-(

greers-ferry-010

On a lighter note, directly across from my grandparents house is where my Uncle Darrell lives, still. :-) Above is his house, which is still pretty and also holds many memories for me.

greersferry1

And above is the little store at Bee Branch where we always stopped for drinks and candy on our way to my grandparents. It’s about an hour and a half drive to Greer’s Ferry from Little Rock, but when we were children, an hour and a half was really three hours, of course. Bee Branch (actually called Snappy Foods) was our in-between stop. Once we made it to this store we knew we were almost there!

greersferry2

And this is the corner store in-between my grandparent’s house and the swimming area at the lake. I remember walking there a lot and stopping in for Orange Sherbet Push-Up Pops.

So, that’s my little stroll down memory lane. I don’t know whether to smile or cry….

Just Breathe…

Filed Under (Mood: Foul, Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 03-04-2009

Tagged Under : , ,

I’ve been dealing with some serious issues on the homefront. I won’t go into detail because that part doesn’t matter, and it’s nothing worse than what anyone else has to deal with in difficult times. I’m more or less just using my blog as a way to vent a little. Stress can kill you! It’s true, and the sooner we all realize that and take steps to keep it at bay in those difficult times, the better off we’ll all be. I just need to take a step back and say to myself over and over as needed, “I can get myself out of this. There are ways. I just need to do what I can to change it and look forward to the day I’m finally out.” Yes, it’s much easier to say that than to believe it, but it’s a start. Maybe I’ll come back and read this every time I feel on the verge of losing it.

On another note, the Dirty Eden blurb is up on ‘The Work’ page. I’ll be adding a pdf. file of the first chapter for everyone to read once it goes through its editing phase.

I’ll keep you updated.

My Current Desktop

Filed Under (Mood: Frustrated) by Jessica Redmerski on 22-03-2009

Tagged Under : ,

desktop

(Click image for full view)